After a long 7-8 months of busing at my work, they’re going to train me to be a server! I’m excited but also very nervous. I am afraid of failing or being bad at something & now I’m obsessing over it. I have too much anxiety to focus on anything else :( sigh I just need to fucking relax! I got this..I know I can do it. Learning new shit freaks me the fuck out!!!!!!!! It’s going to be awesome though. I’m ready to keep moving up! Okay I’m done ranting bye